4. Udambara

# 1

No one can find the real lotus

My mind still surrendered

My eyes are still closed in hell

My will remains for you

vital clues on our crying

(Time goes by)

I Pray eternal sleep for us

(You carry on)

Because of sorrows,

I'm on the gallows

I See free swallows

Die

Remember the last flower that bloomed

At the end of chaos, leaving its faint scent on me

I keep reciting the last words I wrote down

Now I am alone–!

# 2

Bring me the answer, anthem

Bring me the dice, angel

Don't leave me on death, my lord

No one loves my pain.

Remember the last flower that bloomed

At the end of chaos, leaving its faint scent on me

I keep reciting the last words I wrote down

Now I am alone–!

# 3

Geek, Nerd,

We are on the same place to be back on the base

Check in your pockets

cause we gotta tickets for our real hell as you know

The last of purity, surfacing from the incantation written like a will

Disciples of desire and nirvana, ringing joy to the heart of the masses

from hell, your sheep

The site was filled with parasite as my ego side

Time that seems to flow for eternity doesn’t seem forever as feared

No, it’s perpetual, only hidden deep inside the lotus

Is god dead? please Save me

Remember the last flower that bloomed

At the end of chaos, leaving its faint scent on me

I keep reciting the last words I wrote down

Now I am alone